Am I a chosen one or am I crazy?

So its even hard for me to write this question because the words that the human race created are too dulled to what I really think. However, I have lately started thinking insane thoughts. Like whats our purpose in the world. I know that everybody one days ask why were here, but its way beyond that. I think about it all the time. Including Karma, philosophy, psychology, and Will. I cant even do anything anymore without thinking there is more that what you simple minded enablers are seeing. I've started to hate the world in a way. I love God its just i feel like every person is so far from what God really wants from us that how could I be in this category. I know it sounds crazy but I feel like I'm meant for something really special for this life. Some what of a profit you might say.(Because of the reactions I still can't describe to you.) Yet I'm a puny human being.It feels like God is sending me signs 24/7 and I'm like the frigging' chosen one or something. This is all so real. How can i finish what im meant to do and could i really be an important person in Gods plan?